Best parents alive right here!!!! Funny how you never really realize how lucky you are until you are forced to open your eyes and acknowledge that the sun doesn't rise and set on your ass LOL When you're a kid you think that you'll grow up and get old, but, your parents will get OLDER so it will be your turn to take care of them. I am finally accepting that this is not always the case. My parents are still very much parents who I have to allow to take care of me at times. I guess it just sucks knowing that most days everyone is walking around living and taking that for granted and I feel like life is happening around me. Some days are even hard to paint a smile on. Today when I was writing in my journal listening to some mix on slacker glorious day came on and it amazes me how one thing can turn my whole mood around. I had a bad day. I used to feel like I had to pretend like i was always ok and everything was always good, but, it's not and that's ok. Today was just one of those days. Once one thing goes wrong everything goes wrong and then spiritually I just felt dried up like I had given all I had....THEN I heard this song and I was reminded that I have not given anything other than myself. I have nothing at all to offer him, but my love, and he knows that and he loves me despite my short comings and as long as I am able to love him I always have something to offer him!
"Living He loved me, dying He saved me
And buried He carried my sins far away
Rising He justified freely forever
One day He's coming,
OH, GLORIOUS DAY,
OH, GLORIOUS DAY!!!!
